Wednesday, July 14, 2010
wooooooooooooo
pooofooooooooooo~
doing homework in the middle of the night and now i am bored of doing homework... cuz i dunno how to do...
anyway this blog is not dead! even me needs a place to vent my thoughts and frustrations!
there u go, a post after 3 months... anyway seriously.. everytime i write all these, i dun think anyone will read.. haha! anyway i just write...
nowadays so many things happening.... first of all lets talk bout myself... well i slim down.. or rather i attempted to and is considered quite successful... i was 117kg (max weight so far) in like december 2009 or january 2010... then i stop eating junk food, u know like the ruffles and soy milk combo... and i straight away slim down to like 110kg lidat.. then comes my JC days... the canoeing trial was tough! but i like it nevertheless... also cuz of the training i slim down to about 103kg... then with that, i started to like slimming down, cuz it gives me a sense of achievement.. ah speaking of sense of achievement... argh!! later continue this part... continuing with the slimming down stuff, i started to eat lesser and exercise more... then now i am 84 - 85kg ^^ my target 78kg!
well after i slim down, everything physical seems so easy, i am able to touch the ring in basketball court and able to run very fast! i can run a long distance too!
ya speaking of sense of achievement... well some say i am arrogant, some say i always self praise, well i admit... but cant they sense the other part of the speech as well? like for example i said " i could score better than this... if only..." ok it might sound arrogant, but there is this element of sportsmanship and positive attitude of striving for more! arghh hate ppl who only see the bad part about things... also we boys are not that senseless towards girls feeling... it is just that what u want us to do? when girl cry we hug her? singapore not so open minded... and i am not good with handling girls... so what if u can sense it? what good does it do?
if we human can sense so much, why do we still communicate? arghh are they stupid or am i clever? fuck it!
o ya i also like to chat with girls... cuz i learn a lot from chatting with them.. but aiya girls are maturing (in terms of thoughts) slower at this age now.... in sec sch days i think girls are the more matured ones.. but now.. maybe..
ok anyway i will stop here.. gotta finish my hw still haiz..
Cheers~
Zach aka KS
caught in the rain at 4:46 AM
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