Tuesday, August 10, 2010

been very active in this blog nowadays... this morning just posted something.. anyway... yeah.. have lots of extreme high and extreme down lately.... why? i dunno...

well this morning, as said, i have been feeling very wierd.. to be exact is down... i drank coffee in hope to hype up myself... but not really... i felt very lonely in the bus... i put on my earpiece, look out to the window... i wondered to myself how will i interact with my friends today... am i gonna be extra crazy today? emotionless? or just my normal self... well turned out to be quite normal...

the mood in sch was good... the torch was bought to our sch... performances and speech... well after a while we just go to have some food as pizza hut... saw serene.... well mixed feelings of happy to see a friend unexpectedly, but wierd to have my other friend witness this.... but anyway it was fun too..

my mood has become back to normal by this time.. then went to sing k... at first tot no space.. but lucky the guy good, arrange room for us.. extra large u know!

was dam happy at the k... after that went home.. ah i just went to check the bus location, and then the girls is gone... nv say bye bye to them, felt a bit bad... like no manners.. but anyway dun think they will rmb...

in the bus i felt extremely lonely... maybe cuz i am hungry.. or what.. i dunno... i think it is the lack of love... i have no super close friend, no girlfriend, and my mother and i cold war... then is when i tot of gougou.. i appreciate it, but thats when i tot to myself, i need a girlfriend... how i hope i can get one... but my appearance, bring down my confidence.. ah nvm..

after eat become back to normal again.. i just hope i am able to continue my life happily at all times in future...!

Cheers
Zach~

caught in the rain at 9:12 PM

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