today is a GREAT DAY!

first off... i dream of a very cute girl.. hmm somehow my ideal girl..!! muahahahahaha!

here is the dream, summarized one...

bball training water break, lining up for water cooler cuz thirsty... finally my turn... then this newcomer, a girl, peck me on the cheek then keep talking to me... she hug my arm while we move to the next training place.. btw she said "EWW so sweaty... Hey you know a lot ppl think u very handsome..... wah ur muscle big sia.."

she has very short hair, dyed dark golden brown.. fair skin big eyes, calf muscle rather big.. great toned figure.. a bballer of cuz.. BUT THE THING IS I FORGOT TO ASK HER NAME!!!

ok then when i woke up... did my usual wash up, and my gum hurts! must be from that time i brush too hard with that super hard toothbrush.. then i cook a PERFECT soft boiled egg... IT IS REALLY PERFECT i nv saw one like this b4... let me describe.. it looks like a hard boiled egg with the egg white very jellyish... my first thought was OMG overcookeD! then i poke the egg yolk.. ALL WATERY JUST NICE!!! really perfect la!

then i ate the super healthy multi grain bread with my egg for breakfast.. then went to gym to train up! very effective! then went back home and cooked my super nice burger.. the patty is made up of a full chicken breast meat.!! imagine the amount of meat.. no oil so super healthy.. then i used my super healthy bread, with tomato, veggie, salsa then 3 chicken breast meat patty... the completed burger was about 5 - 6inch.. NOT EXASGERRATING! bigger than carls junior thick burger by a lot!

then i did my homework today SUPER FAST and effective! great man!

played dota.. 1 lousy match and others are great match! even though i lost one great match... haha super fun! kk i gonna sleep soon.. but anyway it is a great day today!!

Cheers
Zach~

here comes my Basketball part!

played bball since sec 1... was really happy about bball even tho i dunno the real way of playing bball... might be fate or some kind of spirit that goes into my body and made me like bball... at first coach told us that bball is a super tough cca... some ppl even complain about the training, he even warn us that if we want to drop out now it is alright....

after hearing that, i did all training with all i could, i excelled even tho i am like one of the few who didnt play bball b4.. i got in the team in every selection.. sometimes i was even considered the main 5.. haha

my peak was when i am in sec 2, end of yr... tho no one actually rmb that match with jurong west or somethinglidat... ah i also forgot the sch name... but that match was actually when i played best.. the floor was slippery, my hand was even more slippery, but i just played... suddenly all stamina go into me.. i became the best scorer, defender, assist, attacker and everything... i am like the best player for that team... but just after a while no one remembered... aiya everyone just look down on me.... tho arrogant bastards!

but anyway i continued bball until sec 4... then jc.. ah dam those arrogant bastards again... they are so lousy yet so arrogant... totally spoil the game of bball, it is a TEAM game!!! not a game for u to show off to girls! dam it!

so cuz of the team members i did not join bball.. a bit of regret yet not... cuz i really hate playing with lousy ppl tho i like bball alot..

just recently there is this bball camp i tot that it was a 3 day camp for us seniors tho.. but i only went for the 1st day.... we played for 15 hours! FAST PACED! high standard playing! tho some are just solos... but of course there are some rest and meal time in between... so after the calculation we only bball for like 10 hours? around there haha....

now is the 3rd day of the camp.. still feel all the intense muscleaches! painful!

anyway talk about muscles.... there is this person called jack lalanne, he introduced this face workout and hand workout.. wow amazing! u work out ur muscles in yr body where seldom ppl workout, and the results? amazing! amazingly nice shaped body, face, hand... really nice!

haha anyway ytd went out with 3 girls! heehee.. of cuz is happy... just that no feel high.. wat a waste! anyway better not go into detials.. since they know this blog muahahahahahah!

thats all !

Cheers
Zach~

i have feel lonely since i was like... 3 yrs old..... maybe that was first i know what is NOT lonely that is why i feel lonely...

it is always like that, gougou's expression and singapore's weather always reflects my feeling accurately.... but that is the wonderful-ness of things that has wide meaning and u can interpret it all u want...

yeah this morning... a bright sunshine, went to training, realised all cca members to me are just friends, none are close.... went home, sky getting darker..... tot things would be better, tried to cook, failed, swallow up my failed food and threw away others so as to avoid explanations....

i just felt so lonely... this feeling never gets away.... maybe just a brief moment, but nv for one whole day... i think about every time of this year i will do something.... well afterall christmas is nearby... reminds me of loneliness even more....

and this thing i would do almost everytime of this year is, typing "i am lonely" on google search engine.... about every year different things come up.... this year, a website similar to facebook, with a group of more than 13k member called "I am lonely" showed up as the first search result.

everyone was lonely in there, some shared why they are lonely, some seek for cure, i just try to guess why i am lonely...

its night now... it is raining... just hoping this feeling gets away... ... ...

Cheers
Zach

I.. or rather everyone strives to strike a balance in everything, in life...

but to me, almost everyone has struck it wrongly. Because striking a balance does not exist between the best and the worst. Striking balance itself is the best, it is the best! Let me explain.

A quick example we always hear is, "Hey what do you want to be when u grow up?" then comes the next question "So how much u aiming to earn?"

A lot people will say that not too much, not too little... enough to maintain a stable and peaceful life... So true isnt it...

but to me, striking a balance is, "I want to be super rich, if i am the richest person on Earth, it will be even better." so where is the balance... here it comes, in another aspect of life, "How stressful do you want to be?" my answer will of course be "NO! Never will I want stress!"

however, other people's answer will be "Stress? well, it is good to have some sometimes, therefore i want not too much stress or too little stress."

there you go, my balance is that i want nothing of the bad (stress) and all of the good (wealth) to others, they want some of the bad and good but not all....

well, then again, refer to my first part... striking balance is being the best, and not being in between the best and the worst... therefore, i think everyone should strive a balance in life, in a bigger picture... with a goal and an aim, then we will be successful and happy in life... dont u think so? cuz happiness knows no boundary...

Cheers~
Zach

well found a new ragnarok server... love ragnarok! must be the best game i ever played.. even till now... muahaha..

just a side note, i used to like being an assassin a lot, because it gives off the lone wolf feeling, which is my favourite animal... but now it is Crusader!! cuz it looks so cool and impressive, just like how i would describe my favourite colour..

anyway sheena, barry, zheming and junfa went out with me ytd.. didnt know it was for my bday celebration... but yeah quite happy.. tho i showed no emotion... cuz i was really tired... was my first bday celebration from friend... nice shirt they bought me too.. haha, went to universal studio for a tour and witnessed the nicest firework i ever seen! super nice.. i even feel touched and feel like crying, tho i didnt cuz a lot ppl there.. haha

today there is my new table... well for this yr bday i got new com, new table, new chair, new specs and a new shoe soon.... well... afterall it is my first time buying those stuff, except for specs and shoe... my room has became very nice...

and yeah i caned my father today... why cant he listen and learn... using those tone.. argh! then now i have to feel guilty again... dam it all..

love my "dog"

Cheers
Zach~