ok lets talk about the thing on the top of my mind..

spirits, ghost, gods, religions.... those are the things i am most afraid of and most curious about...

when i was young, till recently, i did not believe in the existence of any of them... however, maybe from the influence of my peers and friends, i have shifted to the middle, the zone where i am stuck and confused...

well i always believe in logic and science, cuz it explains everything about life, but what about those stories my friends told? hmm... anyway, this just aroused my curiousity, and when i have the time, i am definitely going to visit different religions to find out more about these all, but of course, above anything else, i respect them.

now... 2011 has come, so there is a new class... first impression was that it is gonna be a fun class... but after a few days, i find it rather not.... my 1s19 mates are acting wierd, sometimes i feel left out, sometimes i feel scared... but anyway i am a lone wolf to begin with.... but still... i now know what to do already... why didnt i thought of it earlier? hmm, guess i just became more matured by a notch...

o ya there is this new GP teacher, Ms R! she is awesome, very nice teaching and consulting... a very very good teacher! and my cca, has changed coach, to a very good one.. to sum up, my previous coach was slack, popular, but i did not like her actually... the new one, strict, but i like him... ok anyway thats all...

ok here comes the part that i actually wanna talk about the most... communication!

i find that a lot ppl do not know the true meaning of communication.. sounds easy eh? a word commonly used and heard? but if u think deeper, communication is really a profound thing... let me just share what i found out about it... and there may be more to be discovered...

communication is like the only method that bond us human together... love? friendship? relationship? family ties? all of these are worthless if there is no communication, cuz only with communication can we build those bonds.. why?

if u do not understand the person, how are u gonna love him/her? will u even befriend a stranger? go into a relationship with that person? even family members are just nothing because they are the same as strangers without communication of course...

this is because we communicate to understand others better.. ever thought of why people who are happy tends to get even happier while those who are depressed get even more depressed? because those who are happy communicate more, through their body language (they move more when happy), words (they talk more when happy), and mix around with other ppl more... when depress one tends to be alone, talk less and express lesser.... thus they communicate... no one to understand these depressed people makes them even more depressed, more people to share joy makes one even happier...

communication is really so profound... maybe thats how conflict happens...

ok anyway i just found the time to tidy up my room, and bought some stuff from daiso (it rocks!) and now my room is nice! haha tomolo gonna wake up early after 6 hours of sleep only :(

so gotta sleep soon! nights!

Cheers~
Zach Tan Kah Sheng